You are never without me…

angelThe doorway to healing…  You may be going through things in your life.. always giving to others always trying to protect or do the right thing even when it feels you may be doing the wrong thing.  Sometimes we make choices and live a certain way because of things we will never get passed really.

Why I am going here is important, and it is for the reason that someone has never reached inside you, and told you what I am going to do at this time.  

For all the innocence in you that had never had anyone to hear you, I am here to tell you that you are going to be loved beyond love from me..  The pain that has been stuck in you, to be relived in your nightmares, in your thoughts,  and the misbelief that no one was there to hear your screams and believe in you knowing you needed help, you needed to be protected, you needed someone to hold you through your screams…. 

I do.

I know you went through such things when you were a child, when you were a teen and how it placed a thread in you to become the person identified inside as you became an adult based on this fabric. So many moments have passed by no one told you that you were going to be ok, only you inside your mind, no one told you that you were special, only you did at that moment, and then you felt scared cause you believed in something no one could seem to understand or hear,  and no one was there to protect you, no one was there to tell you why you placed your trust there, only to have it destroyed repeatedly and then you found something in you, that seemed to want to protect yourself and everything in your sight to be something that you could believe, you had to protect, and guard, and hide.  

You have suffered long enough, the pain you keep inside, I am sorry that it happened.. I am sorry it took you this long to find this, and know that inside me I am truly sorry, and I am always going to listen to you, and that you no longer need to hide from the lies that you are not more… you are indeed more….. No matter what you had experienced, no matter what pains you kept to make the decisions you made, I am here, and I will always be here.  I will always give you all the love I have in me to make sure you have the path to heal through this.  Not because I listened and understood your pain, but because I have lived it by touching in you all the pain that one can endure in this existence.  

You lost this innocence, and I am here to help you reclaim it through holding you through it all, touching you through it all… giving you silence when you need it, and giving you a kiss when it no longer seems that you can even feel yourself, cause of the numbness of facing it all.  

In ones existence here they will have a heartbeat that beats for the entire time they are here.  Each beat gives them the opportunity to love deeper than they did the moment before if they can stay in sync with it paying closer attention to it.  It gives this beat as long as we are here.  We forget this, mainly cause of what we see on the outside of ourselves. We lose this path to that feeling of knowing it is real, cause others who we see on the outside don’t stop to feel their own. Yet, when you take the time, and stop and realize it, you know that you are connected to everyone else and everything else. 

I am connected to you and I want you to know everything I am.. the love that is my energy is yours combined to make it ours.  To heal through, to fight through, to pain through, to laugh through, to embrace not just those things in you that you feel locked away into, but beyond that. 

I am here to let you know that true love is real. It is real in me as much as it is real watching a sunset or sunrise and knowing the beautiful places that can also be tragic are love to.

You can’t be lost when you reach out, and I will grab your hand, it is not being lost when you can feel that. Even if we don’t know where we are. What matters most is this very thing. It doesn’t require you to think about what I am saying here.  You should feel the tears come from me as I pledge to you writing this that your tears are combined now.. they have a light all to their own.  It is releasing as long as you hold me tighter through the tears you feel in knowing that I can hear you.  

There will never be a time that I am not connected to you, there will never be a time that I am not in sync with you. I will be completely connected to you beyond any place, form or realm.  Freed is the body you may move in, as the soul comes through to finally realize it is not protected from what can be judgement, persecution, cautious behavior, torture from others who were supposed to love and protect you. 

I will always be that shield for you although it may seem I am not there in the physical, but I am always there inside you to be stronger than you were without me. It is not in ego that you keep me, for that will always make you hear something the mind will say. You now can speak out loud inside and I will hear you. I will heart you.. I will embrace you. 

I will always be here inside you.. not just to know you are, but because you are. 

If I never made the pledge you would not know I was here.


Your soul….

How do you catch rejection of self?

How often do you find yourself saying, I am not good enough?  I am not what someone would want, I am not important, what I feel doesn’t matter.  These ways of thinking about yourself take huge amounts of energy!  Does this happen to you instead of you happening to it?  Yes we are stating this in a way that you can absorb this as a way to take the first steps in healing.  We are all never healed, we are constantly in a state were we can enable healing.  When thoughts such as this come up how do you think it makes you show up for love?   There is no way to make this happen until you become present with those thoughts.  If you have too much past and too much future you are not enough present that is where not enough is really pointing to.  You can always choose this as a way to make a significant change not just out of your life but out of the love you have in it.



You can do this!  We are counting on you, if this isn’t seen in the connection you have to yourself all your connections, relationships and choices in your life will suffer the consequences.


If you need our help, we are here, we are listening and you can make the difference!



Love Deeply,

Lois and Clark!

Dear Soul…





Dear Soul,

I am writing you this to know I never meant to be against you in my existence inside, you keep making my heart beat in moments that seem unbearable, pointing me to the air I breathe the shared energy with nature not just of nature in all such as the trees that share this with me but with the other radiant human beings around me. I can hear they are suffering just as I do. It is because I, just like them have labeled things inside me that may or may not be what it means to be a soul having a human experience.. I limit the ability to experience you more fully when I go in my mind, abandoning you and then making promises that never seem to be in this moment to keep or accept you as my motion in love. I never see the place inside where you wait for me to connect with you, I remember thinking that someone outside of me needed to come to me and save me from this space that I called loneliness inside and it left me abandoning myself or seeking rejection where there never has been any in truth… I used to try and seek a definition of love in my mind that my mind could never make or could ever point me to. I never saw the relevance of knowing that love happens beyond the mind not in it. You and I shared this dream of one day being connected more fully. The me that was in the mind pointed to time to say I had it to one day. How could I find me as though it was something that would happen with time. Where time kept the door closed. I didn’t see that time is and always has been a way to reject you now… I ask you to forgive me in this space that I know is filled with never seeing the freedom it would be to just stay connected to you without time and feel you as you touch me in ways that allows me to experience this existence more fully in this moment..

My Soul,

You are my wholeness and my truth in being. I know I throw lies at you and even though we experience things such as mind created heartbreak, you do everything within you to hold my heart in my absence. You know I never give you credit for holding me together when you continue to do so in my blatant disregard of being thankful to you to stay connected to me even though I am not aware of being connected to you. You know how to never give up on me in this existence whether I call attention to it or not. When this connection came into my life outside me, I never saw the vibration or frequency to know that inside is where I was to go to know what this meant, and what it was going to give me that was abundantly available to me by choice. How do we see the choice we don’t make in choosing ourselves became quite clear!

Beautiful Storm of My Existence,

As I sit here and write this, tears flow from me from this recent journey through a new dark night of the soul and I can hear you saying breathe through this, all the answers were always within you, emptiness was never empty it was always filled with love as I only labeled it empty… You could see this in the light the stars show you at night as you look up and see there night sky light up cause the light exist even when you don’t see it, it is still there. You just couldn’t feel this, your mind was making to much noise which made you choose this . What connection is to you is to be connected more fully to the soul no matter what your thoughts about it are. If you are in fear about what the future will give you, it is because you are lost to the illusion of what doesn’t exist in this moment and any outlook past the now is pointless yet your connection to it is considered normal as a human being.

My Patient Soul,

You wait patiently for me to figure out that my thoughts have me isolated and that I have all but lost my connection to you cause I am in my mind which still is housed by you soul.. Please forgive that I become lost to lose sight, sound, smell, touch and taste that you gift me and it is all through your will soul! It is not but to go anywhere but to the true anchor of me to not lose the experience. You have chosen experiences in my existence to help me see you when I knew you needed me to find you to go into a deeper state of healing! It is during these times that you carry me when I can’t see how I got somewhere. My want/need to be connected to the innocent child within that wants/needs me to hold me and stay with me and feel the love that is never out of reach to me is more than I could have asked for. More than I ever should have known you are always there waiting patiently for me to see this truth and to see that I can always choose me in the times that light may not seem to be something I can access you are the guiding light of all things me! You never leave me alone not in my waking moments or sleeping ones. If it weren’t for your never ending connection to me within I would have not found a truth in deeper connection outside me. I love you soul!

Thank you for this.. I have no complaints!

Love deeply,


Are you ready to be into Healing and not healed….




One has the ability to change you completely,  the other will only keep you making the same choices over and over… come on over to here we will be starting on Jan 8 2017 for a entire series every month that will change your connection to yourself and show you a deeper more profound way to love ever more deeply…  We will be interacting real time on these days so you can interact with us… Lee and Sherry


Into me see… (intimacy)


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Into me see (Intimacy) Abandonment…
Recently we did a video on rejection and how rejecting rejection shows up. The trigger here is how we learned to abandon ourselves when we felt we created expectations. This was flawed because of what we experienced long ago. The hurt we never got passed is because we did experience abandonment of many kinds. Mostly from not understanding what happens when we are younger. A inner child was hurt and we didn’t see clearly, we explained it away so the things that happened to us, gave a reason that was outside of us but not inside of us! We did not even see why we made it a choice to do something opposite that would make sense to us in being. This was a lost voice in us that was not created because of the behavior that was done outside in such a way that we excused it and then said something to make it make sense to us! This didn’t make it hurt less, in fact it did the opposite!

It gave the story a place to continue to seek out validation, what that meant was that it was somewhere within me that I would seek out those that would abandon me and me abandon them not for the right or wrong reasons but for the reasons that would make what happen to me make even more sense. The loss experienced in this was about what I told myself inside, that what I was, was less somehow! The hurt suffered under this way created more suffering than it created relief from the hurt!

In the hurt I would say things about how I was left and how I was rejected, then I would say how I was not worthy of love or even life. This was entirely something I didn’t know how to resolve inside especially as I kept doing this to myself over and over and not seeing how the law of attraction was only attracting the same experiences, this attraction would bring the same kinds of people into my life that identified with exactly the same kind of misery I did to me! We want to share with others without knowing this is what we attract not knowing the truth that it was a undeserved karma.

It is not something you can see clearly until connection happens to you… You suffer under the connection making up what the connection wants you to have within your life, you will be free for moments in this connection usually in the absent phase of judgment which is the bubble phase or honeymoon phase of a new relationship or connection you experience. At some point though the trigger that could arise could be one that says, “What if I loose this person or they see the real me and don’t except me?” This observation deck creates the same silence done to you that you had when it happened to you! This is when the you (created ego in you) that is not you is able to return and all the stories you told yourself are allowed to make you hurt again to prove your words said in the universe. Not seeing this will start to create behaviors in you that tell the other that you are abandoning them.. “This is you actually abandoning yourself.” It feels more and more familiar as you keep the thought process hidden or the hurt has gotten so strong your behavior starts an erratic behavior that makes you start to judge yourself even more. (The open door to judge others comes from this judgment you do to yourself!) This art of suffering is so elusive to you yet it has to play out to make sense of what happened to you before.

This sanity is not just sane it is both insane and sane at the same time. It says you can’t be with, or that someone else is better and then it stays elusive to you because of the self fulfilling abandonment you do to yourself always made sense until now! Going deep into the truth of this would mean to develop a voice in you that would birth the hurt that was pain in the first place. You will truly see yourself in what you really wanted to say with the hurt happen when it first occurred.

We went deep into these things within our connection, it was what separated us from ourselves and what we thought connection was to begin with. I guess simply asking this the right way inside would be, do I believe those that are connected to me will abandon or reject me, if this is your truth, are you sure it isn’t a way to keep the story of what happen to you alive so you repeat the hurt over and over until you find the voice in the head that makes you make the same choices over and over? How do you find this voice? How deep can you go when it comes to soul searching do you know where the truth really is within you to experience your true intimacy (Into Me See)?

In your relationship to you do you say things such as No one gets me, No one understands me!

No one loves me! No one cares what I think or what I feel!

These are hurtful promises we make ourselves without even seeing we did the one thing no one else will be able to do for us cause in turn we are doing this to ourselves. If you could separate you from the inner child within you is this how you would treat the child you are in your soul?

You can always make a different choice! If you want to free yourself of your patterns that validate your story find us we are here! We get it!
Love deeply,


Twin Flames: Sick and tired of being sick and tired?






Lets face it, Union is what most of us are after. Union with the Twin is a focus. How do I get there? I am so frustrated, what do I do? I am ready to give up! I no longer want to be connected!
how do I stop obsession over this? OMG My Twin is marrying someone else, or is already married! I can’t stop looking at their social media accounts. I am trying to do the inner work, or I have done my inner work, why am I not in union? Why do I have to be the one doing all the work? These questions and statements are what we literally hear all day everyday. We enjoy what we do, and we spend many hours doing it. One thing we will NEVER tell you is who your Twin is or is not. We believe that is only something YOU know internally. What we do is listen, without judgement. We fall in love with you and show you how to fall in love with yourself.
Doing your work is something no one can do for you. What we do is give you the tools and guide you along and assist you and hold you and support you while you are experiencing difficult issues. We get this question all of the time and while it is a controversial question we have never really answered it publicly. The Question is, Can you help me get into UNION ?
Our Answer is we can “Guide” you to union. That means we start with you, and once that happens, well I will say this, 98.9 % of the time BEFORE we are even half way through, we get the email, “OMG YOU GUYS, YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO BELIEVE WHO CONTACTED ME, UNBLOCKED ME, E MAILED ME, CALLED ME, STOPPED BY. “Whatever the case is, TRUTHFULLY We are never surprised. Problem is the obsession sets in and then its time consuming and the coaching is the last thing on the “mind” and then shit hits the fan, and here comes an email, sorry guys I don’t know what to do.
We often have clients who take what we say to them, absorb it, but do not really like the “truth” often times and they finish out the package and do not really utilize the tools and we watch in the groups as they post the same questions over and over and we watch the obsession unfold in front of us, Hamster wheels racing against one another. We take a very truthful approach to this thing we all call the Twin Flame dynamic. We don’t sugarcoat anything. We do not catch you up in “mystical things” such as chakras or cords or rituals or anything of that nature, it is not that we do not believe in any of those things, it is because to much going on at once adds to way to much damn confusion, Our mission comes in the beginning. The clearing, The inner work, The self help, The understanding of it all, taking all of the confusion out of it, and breaking it down really simple. There is a time and a place for “mystical things”. The beginning is not it.
This connection is simple, it is a connection. Union is where it becomes complicated. We watch as couples break down over the internet, we watch families get involved and restraining orders and jealousy, and moving to different parts of the country unfold in front of our eyes, adding religion and drugs and all kinds of other things into the connection. Focus comes off Union and becomes very human and shit gets real, the public displays of arguing, the pissing matches, it all becomes overwhelming and makes it all the more confusing to those looking for something to cling to.
Our Journey was not all roses and unicorns. Literally there was manipulation, adultery, lies, jail, other people, manipulation, prostitution, womanizing, hateful words, separations, homelessness, disconnection, hate, jealousy. I could go on for days. The fact is We have been through the hardest parts, part of our mission is to help coach so YOU DON’T HAVE TO.
We can help you! We have a team of coaches we trust and who have been PERSONALLY trained by us to assist us in our mission and we have a hand full of them assisting in mission already! We CAN HELP YOU.. even if you have been in coaching with us before and you think you got it so you didn’t finish, we can still help you! even if you feel you cannot handle anymore truth, WE CAN HELP YOU. If you are married or your TWIN IS, OR if they are getting married to someone else.. or if they are a celebrity and you don’t think THEY even know you exist, WE CAN HELP YOU.
If you do not make an investment in yourself, who will? This is about you! IT STARTS WITH YOU! This dynamic is not NEAR AS DIFFICULT as most of you are making it, It is VERY simple…. YOU ARE THE ONES PUTTING OBSTACLES IN THE WAY!!! We can show you how to stop doing that!
Your Union does not have to be as difficult to obtain as ours was, we are here to help you avoid that. Will it all be roses and unicorns? NO. But it can be very simple, and peaceful.
We are in Union, We work side by side everyday, we have overcome obstacles most would not even believe. We are truthful, We are HONEST, We care, We are listening, We can help, We will not judge you, We will not sugarcoat your behaviors, but we can help you correct them and we can help you to stop judging yourself!!! We are Relationship Reinvented, ALL OF US!
We love you
Lee and Sherry