Pain… horrible pain… the discomfort of living.. feeling the emotional choices we make and how they hurt those around us.. how we continue day to day and not even realize the pain this leaves in others.. not the same of the 3 times we physically cause pain to numb ourselves from the pain we are …
CALL THE POST OFFICE CAUSE YOUR ASS JUST GOT STAMPED…. Jan. 16, 2008
I did it today kept a smile all day.. moments came that tried to disrupt it.. but I could feel my own glow so could those around me.. they instantly smiled when the saw me.. I feel good.. I feel better than good.. I feel me… I am starting to feel that this cocoon can …
Broken soul…. October 31, 2007 found this.. sorrow awaits no one…
Broken…. Current mood:ashamed I have been broken all my life.. first the foundation which is your childhood and then life as you get older.. you know the cracks that can be spun into your world and then cause even more cracks.. well that is where I have come from.. On October 18th the day after …
What I said again… No one hears me, no one is listening…. Jan 11, 2008
There is a place where you hear everything… a place where you can hear not only the heartbeat of another… but can hear the path of the the footsteps they are on… you can see the light side of them and the dark side of them. You can understand their pains… their happiness and even …
I chose my pain over your love…. Jan 10, 2008
Happy I don’t know what that is…. I am down to it and it is about being happy… or no longer have happiness to be in my life. This is the end of the road.. I either turn left or turn right.. to turn right would mean being alone in search of the unknown which …
There is nothing never going on… there are no ordinary moments…
I felt my own presence today something that told me the soul has tears that moments are always magical and that no matter the moment you have significant choice to be in them. You can escape all of this by all the trash in ones mind. As I watched the little girl swing today in …
No one is listening… no one can hear me…. second post Jan 10, 2008
No one is listening…. When I speak I wait and listen only to find that I am the only one who hears me… I speak out loud… I wonder if I need to yell… why is it that as I am learning who I am… I am becoming more vocal about my own needs my …
My first blog December 25, 2007 To Heal…
To Heal… I have been broken all my life.. first the foundation which is your childhood and then life as you get older.. you know the cracks that can be spun into your world and then cause even more cracks.. well that is where I have come from.. On October 18th the day after my …
Things to know about a woman
In doubt, In pain, embrace all these things about her and never allow them to go unheard, untouched, unresolved in her, She doesn’t need a therapist, she doesn’t need Xanax or any other thing to keep suppressing the very thing that keeps her in pain, that keeps her from you! There is a love in …