Defragment your mind to unlock your heart… In connection one of the most profound things that happens can happen and is happening more an more frequently. We are discovering that there is more to connection that we may have missed or ignored. Just as we all share the same thing as all living things on the planet that connect us, yes the heartbeat that gifts aliveness! We know we are connected the same as someone sitting next to us in a restaurant, we know we are the same as someone who is watching a tv show in the home next to us. Then comes something else a feeling of someone who’s heartbeat beats in the same frequency with us. This shared experience can only be felt when the now is all there is and nothing matters, judgments fall to the way side, acceptance is accepted for what we are, who we are, without any exceptions. We fully embrace what is! When this happens the defragmenting will start as some form of counter device to make it not real, or that we don’t deserve it. The lies are in place that we are who we think we are, and therefore permission granted for the mind to state, we will suffer the consequences of the mind that has identified with a story, the story of the poor little me, and I can only be the hero of the story if this feeling in my heart that is shared in this frequency can become the answers to all my problems to mainly remove my horrible past, my horrible way I view myself all based in my own thinking. The truth however is not something that we can accept, which is that we in fact are able to see ourselves brighter in the light, to place into healing, to rebirth or birth into what we are in the truth. The vibration is strong and it is pointing outward, and inward as to say you can’t have this according to human law.. and in truth that is correct. The mind has a story and this story will signify that something you did, or said which can have shame, guilt, etc. Is not able to be exposed. The option for transparency because of self judgement is no longer available, and the fear that comes with it is.. Is the lie for you are stuck as the time traveller replaying events over and over and truly start to see the truth about what is HELL… you can’t see it because of the lies.. But HELL is Repetition ( thought processes based in a story that repeats in the mind and makes you suffer in your NOW).. anything that says hide and keeps you from exposing the defragmenting the mind wants to do to keep you in time has it’s power over you. The curse itself is your thinking and pointing saying it is them and not me and you will repeat this statement till you go deep inside and ask the right question why do I have the same thoughts producing the same actions? The answer is the question and just then when you truly see this, you see the choice to break free by accepting this is what is happening to you, and you can truly embrace this energy and see that by embracing you can find the switch to stop it, and then take the energy and make it something more beautiful. HELL IS BEAUTIFUL when you see it in this way and accept what door is before you that says no more repeating thoughts! It is trying to get you to go through the door which is the connection you can have to yourself! Your salvation in being is seeing that what is being defragmented is only allowing you to put the truth in it removing the lies… So that the truth is imprinted on your soul… You are worthy, you are wonderful, you are amazing, you are lovable, and deeply, and truthfully, permission is you breaking free NOW or not at all. That is what is inside the higher vibration, and higher frequency, the deep shaking motion to break the thinking that binds you, and puts you inside to put the truth that is stated here to become love in a deep states of being. You are the truth! See it to be it, accept it to love it! Connection starts with you and continues with you, don’t let your mind tell you otherwise! Love deeply, Clark
The Human Condition….
It always has been a question of can I be connected to someone who is not who I am.. This comes in the forms of! Can I be connected to someone who is a different color, different religion, the same sex, an opposite eye color, different age, on the other side of the earth, etc…
Why did this happen or was it something you didn’t pose to look at from outside the human condition?
The human condition is to not see from the eyes of what is different from you, but rather experience the vibration and what it wants you to see from without seeing it from the human existence we have been told to see from. Where on earth are we told not to pay attention to our history, our future, never truly directing us to our present moment which is all we have!
If you are to experience this connection without thinking in presence, you would be headed in the right direction. This connection doesn’t see in those ways, it actually sees from beyond it, all deeply within it deeply in this moment!
It has a vibration frequency all it’s own. It knows of itself as the one soul coming back into what split in the way that it did. If you were to see a big huge ball of energy and it split and then one would say go into a rock and the other into a Steel ball. As it would become separate from it’s original source it would still know it is connected to something beyond its new form so to speak.
Yet when it comes into the frequency of itself by seeing each other or being in the same space without time it would know that it was connected directly no matter what the cover or shell looks like.
It happens much like this in what we experience in this world! Connection doesn’t know what it is by what the outside characteristics are, but it does know what it is from the inside. It knows itself. It knows if it comes from the place where it was connected to be one. Notice the word here “One” It is not that it becomes whole without the other, it is whole in any case. The once combined energy or soul knew what it was without any distinction of what it was or is in the now! It knows something more impactful, it knows home!
Home has no dominion and has no need to be explained here. Only it knows itself and is most in it’s depth of inner peace which needs no expression. The emotional response is the human condition which is able to elect unconditional peace without the human condition attached.
So if you are in question of what you are in connection, don’t go into the condition of human, go into the unconditional truth of knowing. This is what the unknown traveller (soul spark) in it calls to within you. The knower in you knows that you are to experience the human condition, yet it doesn’t need to make it the soul truth of knowing. Your knower knows this more so when you go into your knowing knows this! Due to the worldly human condition we experience that makes us so justified in judgment of what we are in human, the souls only presence is to be silent until we all see into our truth the gravitational pull to know within our knower is this has never had anything to do with anything being different, whether in sight, smell, taste, touch, hear and mainly your six sense of knowing! Enduring the challenges of mind interacting with mind and how it spawned ego to keep us chasing a dream state that says we can be connected. You are connected in your truth. Which if you have been on this site and gone into’s it’s depth you have found not just your truth which this was placed here for you to find. It was placed here to point you deeper into your knowing.
So can your twin flame, your soul mate, or any other measurement in connection be something of someone different! Of course the vibration itself is the answer not what your mind makes of it, but how it awakens the traveller within you in knowing to seek deep inside yourself to place you in standing in your truth.
All moments have a place to wake you up to what we will call no ordinary love, your love is deep within you and your love is never without you… You know this in those moments that take your breathe away, you know this in those moments that create the unknown space that allows you to be undefined.
In this moment be undefined… what does this mean exactly… It means live your life, not your story! As a soul living this experience it is always possible to see a clear choice on why you tell yourself you are not enough, you are not capable of letting go to let go! You are always this moment and in this moment what has always been ordinary can always be acceptable to make a different choice. You fly even in a world with gravity, you can soar without the story.. and deeply in this moment!
As this year comes to it’s close, realize this moment is one long continuous moment without time or a year to be left behind. Just be you.. As you in a human existence relinquish the human condition of time and become timeless. You are in truth this timeless energy that is experiencing this human existence so why not make that a choice.
You are something in the magic of it all that has the capacity to know this truth. You are the truth in your story that can always change the story realizing you are not your story. You are this moment! Unique by design, unique by consequence. Desirable by love, always love, always this moment.
If you have to find a resolution to have, make it this one, In this moment you are the love of compassion that can give you the truth about how deep that love can be given to yourself.
There is no story in that, just you, just this moment!
You are beyond your human essence, a moment that is always evolving when you let go of the story that you think you must keep. Thinking can be such a violent act, for it takes you away from the only thing you ever have and are! YOU ARE THIS MOMENT!
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Pain of birth into connection….
The story is…. What you have to endure in connection happens to you at birth. The pain of what is your reality grows in you from things that happen to you, and how you will attach what is thinking about pain to the core pain itself. The first experience of pain is always something that comes from outside of us, whether it be rejection, whether it be abandonment! The act itself creates independence in the mind and will doom you until you see the depth of what you have said inside yourself for these things to truly take place.
Ok, still scratching your head? Well let’s look at what pain is to the core! We all have a story to our pain and when the story can continue to be told through new experiences or repeated patterns of something that happened to us, we will give the story in this case food for the pain to feed on. It is always trying to show you this by the thought patterns that will happen to you.
Remember the statement you don’t happen to thinking, thinking happens to you! Yes, this is actually what causes the pain to feed. Being conscious of this is the first step in awareness and also of awakening. The dark night of the soul would dictate that you are becoming aware of your thinking that is happening to you. Yet instead we try and think it away because this in truth is the very thing that is happening to you so to immerse yourself more into thinking, which gives you more of the pain rather than making it less until you find a means to manipulate yourself in thinking to think it away.. Yes this is very possible and is something we don’t see because we don’t see the deeper truth about thinking and it’s need to meet what we endure in it…
When I went through the dark night of the soul, the pain was absolutely excruciating. I didn’t want the pain or couldn’t make the pain stop. The truth was my thinking was keeping this alive, it wasn’t that I wanted it to go away, for this to be true, I would have had to see deeper into my thoughts. If it was something I didn’t elect then my thinking would have changed consciously. Yet instead of seeing the truth, I remained unconscious which to keep thinking over and over the same things is unconscious. I let the tears of that pain flow into what would have seem to be a ocean of the self that I was flooded with when it came to pain. The pain itself would be the salt in the water as it were and it was outlined in the salt and would be of each thought I would experience. How do you cleanse such a thing right?
This happened to me a majority of the time, cause that was the problem all in itself I was completely addicted (Yes the word addiction is being used here to point to the problem of why we don’t see thinking as we should as a human being with a powerful human condition.) I was addicted to thinking about the story of what was or what will be and never focused on what is! It was non acceptance of the present moment which was the only place I could embrace my pain without the story thus clearing the salt or thoughts that kept the cycle going! Yes, the mind or ego has no use for you in the present moment unless it can take you out of time which is to make you think about what was or what will be.
The mind can’t truly function as we need to without time it doesn’t know how!
This has many things that have kept us from ever reaching the point of living a life of joy and harmony it is the static in the connection that is so loud we can’t see it. The mind can make you the subject of many things to include emotional pain, rejection and abandonment of the self.
Your pain is your outcome to the pains you have held onto before you even knew what intimate unconditional love was. Does your love have conditions? This points to its removal! You will unconsciously seek out this pain and suffer. The more you suffer the more your mind creates what the pain is. It is how we solve problems or think we can solve problems.
When I was trying to be in this connection and trying to make her responsible for my emotional state which is to say we make others responsible for something only we can be responsible for. We now will create permissions inside the mind to not pay attention to our own intuition. You suffer in this as you would a child who wants attention and when we don’t get it we will act out! This even happens with conversations we experience in the mind when we set expectations with others. It creates the emotional body that will find a clear path to the pain body we are in.
For this to occur we make resistance to the present moment into a place we resist and in that resistance we have to give the mind all the attention and make this about what the mind needs and wants and what our soul can experience is a curse of sorts.
Pain will find a way to feed on pain and this comes in a story that keeps our emotional state inside the story the mind gives us!
Is this a sane way to live? Do you ignore your intuition and allow the mind to manipulate you into being more open to an outside truth that ultimately will be a lie you have to endure within yourself? Do you see that this is a means to totally keep yourself from the truth about the ego or mind and it’s dominant way of saying you are no more able to escape unconscious behavior than you are to elect to be conscious which is a choice to be when you elect to be in the present moment.
Definition of insanity is to repeat the same behavior over and over again and expect a different result. How could you repeat anything if you truly embraced the truth. The NOW never repeats only the mind does in the NOW which keeps you from NOW..
The question then becomes how do you find your true self if you are living entirely in the mind? The answer is does your mind use you or do you use it?
The mind can’t function in the now… Only you can!!!!!!
The waking of unconscious patterns in you!
In true connection there is now moments where it is hard to be conscious, the moment this takes over you, thoughts of being complete, thoughts of ever being whole evade you. In fact most of what you experience is a sense of judgement on yourself which will directly point to the other person and you will not be conscious of this or what has taken over you. The mind will make this about their behavior, their rejection, or abandonment of you and in your unconscious state you will not even see that you are doing these things to yourself. This experience will directly effect the emotional state you are in and with the mind identification on full strength you will find it almost impossible to avoid taking the emotional state and bringing it to the energy field of pain as though you have no other choice. Of course the mind will not let you see choice, it has to feed on something to keep going and in this unconscious state it will see pain as a never ending source of food to continue to feed it to get it’s nourishment. The conscious state you could choose stands in the background and what ends up happening is it will continue to feed unless or until you decide that what you are doing has reached a point of ending.
This unconscious mind state impacts the emotional state you are in as though to keep you in a loop of sorts and while this loop is activated it is much like making cotton candy in the energy field of pain. It keeps you from your state of being love, or the place where your true love resides. See this as part of what the connection can’t experience for this is a part of the disconnection that was in you to begin with. Mind identification with connection!
The connection itself stands still in these moments, seeing this as a way to plant the seed of healing and growth. For when you do become conscious of this behavior, by coming to your senses your mind will suddenly become quiet it will not want to volunteer why this unconscious state was activated or where it even came from when it comes to the statements it implies.
It can be experienced much like this! Why don’t they want me? Why am I giving them all my love and nothing is returned? I am giving them all my love for nothing. These statements help the unconscious you that has been infected with the mind to resort to statements that give this any truth. (Truth here is to be taken as a lie) I am not worthy of this great love in connection, I feel I am… (Inset what the words are here that give you a sense of self that causes you pain.) If this is blank in this moment that you are reading this, it is due to the minds absence, and your consciousness is available to you in this moment. The now is the only place that the mind can ever be caught. For the constant chatter that the mind can keep playing over and over again when you stand in full consciousness can’t be accessed. It does this much like a switch. The switch you ask? Well the switch is the unconscious behaviors that can result in anything that can make you do the wrong things and be right about doing them. This is generationally inherited behavior but we will go into that at another now moment where the truth will be all you need to disable any switch. Much like unconscious states of being the truth can dismantle any switch as well.
In deep connection you experience moments of full consciousness simultaneously and experience it in great depth. This is not something the mind can experience because your senses are in full drive of the moment and don’t truly need the experience that the mind will try and make it to fully embrace the moment. In truth you experience shared senses of something that allows the unconscious mind to become dormant and allow you the truth in being or soul to experience absolute truth of what the present moment is and how you have been whole all along with any chatter or unconscious result that the mind will try and turn things into. You will be free of identity victim or perpetrator, free of thoughts that create unconscious patterns in you and deeply within wholeness and completeness you experience the free access of truth that you are this all along with or without the connection you are experiencing outside you, because deep within you the truth is revealing itself. You experience this in the now as you have accessed the silence that wonder of this fulfilling experience can give you because you removed judgement to be deeply connected inside yourself. You see the place of wonder you experience is everything in it’s aliveness, and are able to stand in this without time even knowing what time is. The truth is revealed. Connection is a very powerful experience whether it is with your twin (infinite vibrational soul resonating connection), a soul mate, a friend, a family member or most powerfully with yourself.
The relinquishment of judgement of the self has great power in bringing you into a greater strength you can access to be conscious. The beautiful way this is experienced is deeply embedded in you it is only accessible in your now, never in your later or what was.
When you truly bring yourself into consciousness without judgement or any of the minds incessant rants about what you are and how you can be in the moment you will find that what has occurred to keep you disconnected can be seen with gentle ease granting you full access to true love. It grants you the open door to be that state of consciousness that is placed within you to be that depth of love seeing the truth you are whole and complete without any distraction to be love in all things.
One of the greatest illusions we can experience is becoming unconscious and our mind activates the emotional state and brings it into the energy field of pain that will without our knowing become us in an identified mind state of who we are and what we have done or will do or will become. This is not you it never has been you, just an experience of the mind labeling you and the content that is you.
It will make you state things to include but not limited to, I am lonely, I am hurt, I am scared, I am right, I am wrong, I am not enough, I am a failure, I am a horrible father/mother. I am not a good mate, and now you will be stuck in playing a role of something you never are in your truth. You will play this role till you are no longer going to feed it, it can be that you can feed it every once in a while or you can give it a snack now and again. You can’t starve this for it is almost the same as feeding it. You can however do something that is available to you now! That is become conscious of what your mind is stating that you are or need to be or allowing it to access your emotions by not giving what the mind says any true weight to keep you in a state of loops that will create a sense of self that keeps you in dead lock.
Be now! Be connected! Be conscious! After all it is only going to be a pattern that will do exactly as stated here. When you realize you no longer need to drink the poison to be connected you will be fully connected without thought! This truly is coming to your senses!